Life is a queue

Life is a queue

You make a queue and look for something awesome

You might feel a long queue is somehow troublesome

People are busy and they like to rush

No time to wait for even buying a toothbrush

Have you imagined what you can see while waiting?

You may see some businessmen who never stop walking

But outside is quiet just the sunlight is coming

When you look at the head of the queue, you miss a fine daily thing

Cheater jumps ahead in the queue and get his stuff

He’s proud of himself and people make a fuss

Who can realize there’s no reason to get mad?

After he leaves a queue, what’s left for this greed?

At least from a queue we can enjoy a good view

How come you think of ending your life up?

And what’s actually waiting for you ahead the queue?

You never see because the crowd will be an obstacle

So curious guys are excited and think what will be there

Or you lose interest and give up waiting here

Now finally you could finish the long queue

Then think about what you saw from the queue

Vivid memories shall come to your head

And to the silent world you go ahead

My health issue

When I was an elementary school student, I was told that I have an enlarged tonsil.

              An enlarged tonsil is a somehow common type of disease. A tonsil is an organ which is around the end of the mouth, in other words, the beginning of your throat. Some of you should have been warned like ‘Don’t breathe with your mouth open. The virus and germs will be on the mucous membrane of your throat.’ So in my case, since my tonsil is larger than other people, my throat tends to catch these virus and germs and be infected by them if I breathe with my throat.

              I recognize that’s why I’ve tended to catch a cold than others. I tried to make mouths close as much as possible. But while I’m sleeping, it’s pretty difficult. My parents consider asking the doctor about this problem. However, according to study, the easiest way is an operation, and generally the tonsil is getting smaller and it’ll be the size of the average by the time you become adult.

              Since my parents didn’t want to make me take a needless operation because of the risk (it was pretty small though) and the money we need for that, I didn’t anything with that. And I haven’t seen my doctor for a long time, so even I’m not sure if it’s been cured or not. But I’m sure I get a cold less times than I was a child.

              So I’ve thought an enlarged tonsil is not serious disease at all. However, according to my research, I found out it can be the cause of SAS, sleep apnea syndrome, which may cause your death. It’s the syndrome where you stop breathing for a while when you sleep. And an enlarged tonsil can be fall down and make your throat stuck because the tension of your muscle is released while you’re sleeping. Especially, for fat people (they usually have narrow throat), an enlarged tonsil can be a serious problem.

              For those people, sucking out their fat or cutting some parts of their tonsils will be the best treatment.

              In addition to those, an enlarged tonsil can cause some problem on drinking or swallowing because a large tonsil may bother the foods in a throat. This may lead you to malnutrition, so you’ll need to take treatment like what I mentioned above in this case.

              Fortunately, I was not in that serious case. But we need to remember your small health problem can be serious.

Time to review... What did I achieve from my "to do" lists?

     Seeing my "to do list this year" on my second blog, I found I could achieve some of these.

     First, I think I've been able to keep my grades. My GPA in spring semester was pretty good and I attended in most of the classes I registered. Sometimes I think chemistry experiment is pretty hard because of reports I need to make every week, but I can still catch up with everyone.

     And reminding this year, I've seldom got sick or injured. So I want to say I succeeded in controlling my physical condition well. I think my health comes from the physical trainings in my orienteering team and meals I make 3~5 times a day.

     This year I began to learn French. Also I usually get an opportunity to learn English, Spanish and French every week. In this way I can keep my competence on English. But I still have a little knowledge on Spanish and French, so I want to keep studying them from now on, too.

     I can't say I went traveling many times this year, but I had great experiences by traveling. The biggest trip this year was a one to Turkey for a week. I'm amazed with beautiful buildings and unique cities in Istanbul and magnificent landscapes in Cappadocia. And I was satisfied that I could understand some parts of Muslim culture, which I'd not been familiar with. And I've already made a plan to go to Taiwan with my senior this spring and I'm looking forward to it.

     In this university I could make many friends, so I might be able to be more sociable than before. And when I saw my parents this summer, they looked pretty pleasant that I can somehow do well in the new environment. But I'm still very dependent on my parents financially. Maybe I'll begin part time jobs from next spring.


     At the same time I failed to achieve other goals. I kinda gave up A Capella because I'm already busy with other activities. Also I couldn't do much on composing music for the same reason. I was able to study English this year, but not for TOEFL.

     However, I'm rather glad I could achieve more the a half of these. I found that my school and study will be hard from my junior year, so year 2015 may be my last chance to do many things I'd like to do. Time flies, so I want to make my "to do" lists next April again, and hopefully I get some chance to review it, too.

Planning a dinner party with awesome guests...

At a dinner party with Taro, I want to invite Hayao Miyazaki, a Japanese animator, John Lennon, whom probably everyone knows, Nobuyuki Tsujii, a blind pianist, and the father of modern science, Galileo Galilei.

And Taro invites Michael Moore, an American writer and movie maker, Naomi Uemura, an explorer who achieved to climb on the Everest and never comes back from his last adventure, Cristiano Ronaldo one of the best football players in this century and Theodora, a wife of the old Roman Emperor who had had a miserable life in her youth.

Hayao Miyazaki sits next to Michael Moore. Though genres of movies Hayao Miyazaki and Michael Moore make are very different, we guess they share some ideas in making films. Another side of Hayao Miyazaki is where my partner sits on. He is a big fan of him and his works, and also interested in their talk.

An adventurer, Naomi Uemura sits on Makoto’s left. Makoto actually do not know much about him but Makoto is strongly attracted with adventurous stories that he has never experienced, such as climbing Mt. Everest, rafting Amazon, and traveling through Greenland by sleds.

The person who sits across from my partner, Galileo, was not so rich in his lifetime, similar to Theodora Also, not only in science, probably Galileo had an interest in music because his father and brother played lute, and known as a composer, so we think Galileo can be open with Theodora and John Lennon easily.

John Lennon’s seat is on the next to Galileo and Nobuyuki Tsujii. Those two people are both concerned with music in some way; especially Nobuyuki Tsujii is a worldwide blind pianist. It would be great if John Lennon and he play together at this party.

              And Taro hopes to sit down between Michael Moore and Theodora. Taro watches many Michael Moore’s movies and has been influenced with them. He especially desires to know how he made “Bowling for Columbine”. Also he wants to know how to put up with hardship and overcome it. So he wants to talk with Theodora, who was very poor when she was young.

              A man who will be seated across Taro is Chistiano Ronaldo He won’t have so many opportunities to talk with him. However, he may want to know how the athlete is like. He’ll observe what and how he eats and try to get the idea about improving great muscle.

              And Cristiano sits down between Nobuyuki Tsujii and Naomi Uemura. They have totally different jobs, an athlete, a pianist, an explorer. But all of them are known as hard workers. We expect them to share their efforts on their jobs and try to improve their skills more by acquiring the different perspectives on efforts.

              Talking about meals, we need to take some care. Theodora and Galilei may be surprised at current cuisines or they may not like it. Naomi Uemura’s favorite food is kiviak, but it smells so bad that all the others won’t eat it. Cristiano Ronaldo may refuse to eat foods with many fats as an athlete. So we’ll prepare for some breads and mild soup at first, then we’re going to let each person decide which he or she’ll eat for the main dish, fish, meat or vegetables. We may let some challengers try smelly kiviak, too.

After watching the script from Pale Blue Dot by Carl Sagan

              Our Earth is already so big that we cannot discover everything by the time we die. And now we’re getting ready for going out for the space and explore our solar system or keep going further, seeking the end of the boundless space…

              Of course, you must have never been to the space unless you’re a member of NASA or an alien. But why do we sometimes think of going in the undiscovered space. We know few things about it, there won’t be a good environment for human beings. We may never get back to our home.

              In this video, many of movies and pictures are out of my imagination in my opinion even though most of them are REAL. As long as they really exist, we have chance to go there and see them, a gigantic red storm on Jupiter, an enormously high cliff on the moon or the ring around the Saturn. 

              I personally think we still have our nature where we seek new lands. Our ancestors pioneered our Earth by taking many risks. And we still want to see the new world in spite of the risk of losing our striving lives. 

              However, you may not want to go to the space so much. But I’m sure more people will agree with the tendency that we’re likely to get bored when we get stuck in one place. Nothing is new, we’ve got to know almost everything around us, we know what’ll happen, what we will see… How vain it is!!

              Exploring, traveling and wandering… they’re ways to escape from these meaningless lives. This video aroused my desire to travel whole the world again. Unless I’m satisfied only with pictures, I wanna see everything new to me. The only problem is I’m not in the training of NASA.  

How to improve good muscle for long distance runner

     Some long distance runners underestimate the importance of muscle training for their better performance. Actually, it is often said that sprinters need good muscle in order to show their best in one moment and long distance running is more likely a mental sports where runners need to keep their high (not best) performance for 15~30 mins, or sometimes more than an hour.

     However, good muscle can enable us to run in a good shape easier, which let runners continue their races with less effort and prevent us form injury. Especially, for cross country runners and trail runners in the mountains, good inner muscle is essential to keep your balance even on the dirty unpaved road.

     So, here is how to improve your muscle.

     First, as I mentioned before a little bit, inner muscle is very important to keep you body balance while you run. Apparently, you use only your legs to run, but actually, we can say we run with your upper body. You never need to strenghthen it like a lift up athlete because heavy upper body can damage your legs. (Muscle is rather heavy. It's three times as heavy as fat in the same volume!!) But appropriate inner muscle can decrease the damage to legs and you'll have less chance to get injured or falling down during your race.

     I recommend you to do core training for your upper body. For beginners, first, fall prone to the floor, and try to keep your body in the air except your arms and feet. Your body should make one line, so not to put your butt too high or too low. Your abs should hurt. You'll keep this form for about 40 seconds and do it twice or three times.

     Also, you should train your muscle on the side. You lie on one of your sides and try to put your body in the air except one arm and foot. Make your body a line again, and do this training on both sides.

     You won't need strong shoulders for running, but waving your arms in the appropriate form can enhance your performance. You'd better improve your shoulders to achieve it, not arms themselves because you'll use the conjunction of your body to move your body as well. 

Prepare dembbells which weighs 1~2 kg each. Have them in your hands, and keep your arms parallel to the ground. It'll be tougher training than you think. Keep this form for 30~40 seconds, and do this exercise twice.

     And don't forget your legs training of course!  Squat is a well known training, however, wrong squat can cause knee injury, which is difficult to cure. When you squat, try to bend your knee in the same direction as your toes. It prevents you from twist your conjunctions of your knees.

Biking and daily running will be good, too. And strong calves will absorb the damage to your legs. Repeating putting your heels up and down is the best way to strengthen your calves. You can do this exercise even on the train.

     I hope you'll be a good runner by having a good training and an appropriate rest.

Dialogue

A dialogue between a married couple

“I’m home…,” said Arnold.

“Welcome back, Arnold. You are too late coming home these days, aren’t you?” said Maria.

“Oh…, I’m sorry, Maria. I had to work overtime.”

“You must be tired. Have you had dinner yet?”

“Already, I have.”

“Hey, Arnold. I told you many times to call me if you eat out.”

“Sorry… I was invited unexpectedly by a coworker.”

“Hmm…, OK. Next time call me ahead.”

“OK. I’ll be more careful from next time.”

“It’s already late. The bath is ready. Why don’t you take a bath?”

“Thank you, Maria. I love you.”

“I love you too, Arnold.”

Zzz. Zzz. Zzz-zzz-zzz-zzz!!

“Oh, I have a phone call… Maria, you can go to bed ahead,” said Arnold, and he tried to leave the room immediately.

“…WAIT!! …Arnold, who is calling?” said Maria.

“Well…, the c,c,coworker I told you about!”

“What’s his name?”

“…T,Tom!”

“…Are you cheating on me?”

“No!! You are misunderstanding! Please believe me, Patty!”

“…Hey, Arnold. WHO IS PATTY?”

“S… sh… she is… my coworker, too! What’s wrong with…”

“Stop, Arnold!! Show me your phone and tell me the truth!! Don’t hide anything!” said Maria so angrily.

“Ok…” said Arnold weakly.

“Well… So who has just called you was not Tom but Patty. And according to the data in your phone, you’ve talked to her on a phone almost every day recently.” said Maria with anger.

“Ok. I’m really sorry that I told you a lie. But trust me! I’ve never dated with Patty and she and I are not in love. Seriously, I love you and I never cheat on you!!” said Arnold.

“Never mention it again!! It’s now obvious that you don’t love me most. You are cheating on me. There’s no escape because ironically, not you but your phone has told me the truth.”

“No! Absolutely no! For evidence, you haven’t found any photo or video which she and I are in!”

“Shut up!! If you don’t stop lying right now, I’ll get ready to divorce you!”

“…….. ok….. I’ll tell you everything…”

“Come on!!” Maria shouted to Arnold.

“I’ve known Patty for a long time. And her full name is Patty Rebecca O’brien.”

“What…? O’brien is our family name!!”

“Yes. Now I’m sorry that I haven’t told you that I’d divorced once before I married you. And Patty is my daughter with my previous wife.”

“Why have you made such a thing secret?”

“I do apologize, but it’s my sad memory and I even don’t want to remember…”

“Hmm… Then why do you talk with your daughter so much even though you don’t take care of her now? Do you still worry her?”

“That may be one reason. But recently, I got a call that my previous wife, who’d taken care of Patty, was killed in a traffic accident. Patty is still 10. She needs a guardian. And I thought if I can be her father again. So recently, I’ve talked with Patty about it and she now agreed with it.”

“Arnold…”

“But I’m sorry. You know I’m a shy person. So I couldn’t talk about it with you because I thought you may feel bad with it…”

“Arnold… Apparently, your shyness caused my misunderstanding. But I recognized your hard life in past and your kindness. And I sincerely want to accept Patty to my home. I’m sorry for doubting you. But from next time, feel free to consult anything with me.”

“Maria… I love you!!”

“Me too. Arnold!” said Maria and she hugged Arnold.

Zzz. Zzz. Zzz-zzz-zzz-zzz!!

“Oh… now I have a phone call… Goodnight, Arnold.” said Maria.

“Hey… Excuse me, but your screen accidentally caught my attention… Your phone says `John❤’ called you! WHO IS JOHN?”